boom boom, oh shut up

time to let go.

It's thursday. One more day then Jeng jeng jeng, sister wedding.

So despite everything that had happen, let focus on the future.

Well yesterday night i took my tailor made dresses that i am going to wear for sister's wedding.

I guess that day i am going to wear scarf so that i would be the same with mother.

Hahaha. Stay tuned for that. It will be a challenge for me to look HOT in scarf? hahahha

I don't know, we will just see how it goes.

Dang, this few days i have been eating non stop! And yes.. I have gained weight -.-

A lot of weight! Now i am fat. Yes FAT! Hm..... Should control what i put in my mouth.

Things between boyfriend and i is... I don't know.

Maybe because i don't usually feel this way.

I guess it's time for me to let my guard down a little? And start letting things go it's own course.

I admit i am scared of being heartbroken, who doesn't?

If being heartbroken is a physical pain, i can handle it but it's not.

Hope nothing will happen and we will last long.

honestly, i love my boyfriend (: